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I never ask for anything, but I am now. I'm asking for a miracle.

Something happened today that has made me very confused. I hate being confused.

Oh dear, my jealous tendencies just reappeared. Why do I get like this? Maybe it's because I've been treated badly in the past, I don't know.

This is why I should not be allowed to have insomnia and be bored. I spent the entire night listening to Nirvana and Lacuna Coil, cleaning my room, and making a site for my jewelry buisness. It's amazing how much you can get done when everyone else is asleep.

I finally saw my aura, and it surprised me. It's pink. I did some research on it, and here's what I found. Apparently, pink is the effect of a calmed red aura, which signals someone overcoming whatever was causing their emotional problems. "Pink is a color of compassion, love and purity. It can reflect joy and comfort and a strong sense of companionship. When seen in the aura, it can indicate the quiet, modest type of individual, along with a love of art and beauty." It's funny, how much changes in my life recently match what this says.

I leveled up! It's a miracle! *dances around silly* Wow... way too hyper...

I just figured out what is bugging me about the house system. It's fair in general, but within the houses it can be very elitist. Elitism had always bothered me.

Insomnia sucks really bad. I have become almost completely nocturnal, and while I don't mind, those around me do.

I realized that I have major anger and grudge issues that I need to let go of. Ah, one more thing to discuss when I finally go to see a therapist in January.

One final down, one more today and then one on wednesday. I really want to wear kandi today, but I don't have any right now *pouts* Other than that, just doing some cleaning and listening to techno.

I'm sick with a cold that won't go away again, right before finals. I have to go off my depression meds because we lost our health insurance and they are 84 dollars a month. I have that feeling like I want to be anywhere but here. And I miss you David.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! My premium membership has expired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *pouts*